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He is coming and I am going! YAY!
It’s funny how two years pass just like that. It seemed that two years would last an eternity but, as time went on it grew easier and then, time just went on, it didn’t matter any more and other things filled time. You became the different person you never thought could be. I’ve become the happiest person that I’ve been in a long time, I’ve matured a lot and I have moved on. Yesterday he came back and I was in shock, became obsessed with calling or not calling. His mother sought me out to visit him but, i must remember that he did not. I became and still feel guilt for having him consume so much of my mind because it is not fair for me to think of him. I have someone who has made me fall in love with and has given me his all. Why though is my mind obsessing over someone who never promised me anything and was only a joyride? I don’t know what to do but, to keep doing what I do and let things be where they left off. No calls no visits! That’s that!